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So there it is
I said it
Now it's done.

I don't know
What I wanted
But now it's done.

I'm waiting for the answer.

I knew it was inevitable

But I'm hoping for something better;

I'm wishing for a little more.

But then it happens
And it hurts
And I'm fine.

But I'm not fine
But no one's
Going to know

That I'm falling apart at the heart

And God it feels so unfair.

Why do I keep doing this to myself?

Am I in hell?

I wish that I
Could feel alright
As my heart

Shatters to pieces
Right before your eyes
In this place.

I won't lie that I'm not a fool

Because only a fool would fall for you.

I can't help it luv,

It's just the way I am.

And I wonder
Was it planned?
This fate for me

To forever feel alone
In this life
Of poor choices.

It's not you it's me, you're perfect.

And right now I'm doing 'alright.'

As we look into our faces

I'm waiting for my dam to break.

And the flood
Of feelings
Which sends us

Reeling to
The void in
My lonely heart.

I wish, but wishing makes

The pain last longer as a dreamer

In this land of emptiness

Which surrounds us

And takes my heart
To a deeper place.
One day I'll learn

To love someone
Who can love me back
And this won't happen again

But right now I'm doing 'alright.'

I'm not fine but it's alright.

And right now I'm doing 'alright.'

But nothing here feels right.

At the edge
Of these dreams
Lies a beautiful

Heart so lost because
It has no place
In your life.
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The inevitable song about rejection.
:iconamorevitatempo:
So sad, darling, all 4 of your recent poems :( *hugs* I hope you are feeling better as of late
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:icona-beasts-lust:
*hugs back* I definitely am, these poems were an outlet for all that bad feeling so I didn't have to deal with as much this time around.

Can't break down for too long anyway.
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